A
Lonely girl
Only
Needs
Eternity

// the train//

It’s a pity I can’t save you. I see your recurring past in route but I”m just a passenger on this train and you its conductor. You’re stuck in this abysmal wasteland and I’m just another victim of your demise. Take the detour and end this nuisance. Don’t pretend you’re stuck in a vice. 

// ice box without an ice pick//

There’s a scar on her heart, if you even consider it one, its more like an ice box. There is no feeling, no twitch, no warmth at all. It’s just this mass numbness that can’t be broken or cracked. She looks for an ice pick but none are near she refuses to settle for anything less and continues without success. 

// Would you???? //

Lets speak hypothetically, and say you don’t know me. All the memories we have shared are wiped out. Would you still persue me? If so on what basis, what would I have to do to catch your eyes and make you not want to look away.

Why can’t we all love like penguins?????

// Just a thought//

Maybe if you stopped chasing her she would actually want you. Maybe she’s the one that wants to do the chasing, for once. Boys don’t understand girls like to be the tagger as well as the tagged. :)

// Gasping for air//

Falling in love is just not for me. Somebody break my heart, so I can see if it works!

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